i dont see the point at gaining popularity at some unreal community.

dalam kasus kita, entah memang microblogging atau hanya macrochatting

komplikasi, sakit untuk bisa melihat tapi tidak berdaya menguatkan komunikasi dan masalahnya tidak semudah mencari salah siapa. tidak juga meninggikan diri mencari yang tidak ada tapi sangatlah melegakan untuk mengharap keberadaan. bisa merasakan yang salah dan memang hanya sekedar rentetan konsekuensi dari yang sudah-sudah tapi tidak tahu sampai malu untuk mengambil yang benar. inginnya lampau jadi lupa tanggung jawab, inginnya pakaian putih kembali. ingin mengambil aksi tapi lupa untuk berposisi jadi tidak beralibi. kembali lari beraksi super dibalik maya, malu, malu sekali, perih, sedih, robek saja

lately

-i don't write a lot because i can't keep consistent of my views and all. there, it might answers many previous posts. and so does this one. i dont know.
-i got myself loosen up a little bit nowadays. i mean, i quit on worrying the bomb and ditch it. let's say i choose to befriend it, and it really is relieving.
-currently watching friends complete series. seriously, it is the best thing televisions ever had.
-i began to crave things. really huge lists of things, i'd say. i won't tell for sure, i don't want to be a girl.
-people really do need enthusiasm on everything. it's the essence of all things, i mean otherwise we're just moving flesh. just Jack the dull, they would say.

there.

iri

saya melihat banyak orang hebat hari ini,

ada si itu yang keliatannya itu padahal ternyata itu

atau si anu yang setelannya anu sekali tapi bisa sampai anu

waw, jangan ketinggalan. jangan melulu rogoh dompet ibu kalau begitu.

chapter

how time flies, good lord, running through palms surprisingly unstoppable, sweet and bitter
and how imbecilic of me for being such an obstinate to only learn that people do need to stop sometimes

di belakang

to date 31/08/2009 12:54:33 PM
Sakti calculated how long he has been alive, and the result was:
I was born on a Wednesday and since my birthday...
I've been living for 18 years
I've been living for 220 months
I've been living for 960 weeks
I've been living for 6,723 days
I've been living for 161,364 hours
I've been living for 9,681,893 minutes
I've been living for 580,913,609 seconds
I've breathed more than 91,666,740 times!
I've blinked my eyes more than 97,166,740 times!
My heart has beaten more than 677,732,510 times!
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roman

imagine one midnight train to nowhere, you see those running images of shiny black skies; steady yet wailing mountains, some random lonely houses; and our own reflection in the window pane

and now, mester Bjerre and friends

the best Scandinavian export since IKEA.. well said.

soothe

we live on a mountain right at the top, there's a beautiful view from the top of the mountain. every morning i walk towards the edge and throw little things off, like car-parts, bottles and cutlery or whatever i find lying around. it's become a habit, a way to start the day
it's early morning, no one is awake. i'm back at my cliff still throwing things off. i listen to the sounds they make on their way down, i follow with my eyes 'til they crash, imagine what my body would sound like slamming against those rocks. and when it lands, will my eyes be closed, or open?