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i remember, woken up as a 4 years old boy in a blue sunday morning, by some old Phil Collins tunes my father played throughout the house
i remember, woke up as a 7 years old boy earlier than usual, turned on the tv finding that was a very silent, soothing morning
i remember, woke up as a 13 years old boy late for school, prepared everything in such a hurry but still couldn't stand to stop and enjoyed the sunny morning on my way
i remember, woke up as a 17 years old guy, if it's an appropriate predicate, on an uncomfortable-open platform in my university in a cold morning covered with glues all over my hands, after working all night on my faculty's property for graduation

i thought, i remember it all clearly